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Oh, f*ck
I will not ruin my life today
I will face things and not run away
I am begging myself to make a change
Free myself
From my mind
Locked up in a cage
I'm really starting to see why people say
Existence is a prison, I feel the same
I'm screaming, kicking
I just want to escape
My f*cking brain
I feel like I'm insane
I'm really starting to see why people say
F*ck it all, nothing matters anyway
I'm finding less and less
Convincing reasons to stay
Sink your teeth into me
I can't feel no more
My body's endlessly washing up on shore
Make me feel or leave me
Just walk through the door
I will have no strength to live today
I can't stand to think, so in bed I'll stay
I will ruin my own life
Why am I alive?
I won't even try
Always tired
Constant trials
All within the suffocating confines
Of my skull
Always dull
Always grasping for
All that's out of my control
I'm really starting to see
Why people say
I have nothing to live for, take me away
Everything stays the same
But why would it change?
Bash my head in the wall
Until brain matter flies
I can't be happy
No matter how hard I try
Give me good reason to die
I may not stay alive
I want to
But maybe not today
But I want to do that
But maybe not today
I just can't do it
I want to but not today
I just can't
Do it by myself but
I can't ask for help
But