Home Game - Pick a card Lyrics

So many thoughts
I'm stuck in my head
I can't leave my house
I can't leave my bed
Can't even breathe
Can't pull my own weight
Everything's hard
My life's a mistake

Plenty of sleep
But all of the time
Trying to get all of my shit in line
I'm scared of death
But I'm wasting my time
Usually cannot stand being alive

Please, tell me where
I could find any energy
Then I'd be less obsessed
With the time that you spend with me

Put me in
Another man's clothes
And maybe we could feel close

For me
There's nothing
I'm nothing