homvnkulus - Architect (Becoming) Lyrics

Waking up, I hear a pulsing frequency
I don't know how I got here
But I know I shouldn't be
Sustain;
Reprise my role
I'm following along with voices talking back at me
Familiar, you change me; I don't know who to be
Don't take my senses
Slowly calling
Save me
Liar
I can be what you want me to be
All alone on the other side
I can feel what you want me to feel
Unafraid of the other side
Closing down, I see this emptiness again
I've been here once before and it's suddenly abscessed
I open up the door and all I see are my
Insides
Don't look at me I'm not myself
I'm fighting ghosts in this encumbered shell
I can be what you want me to be
All alone on the other side
I can feel what you want me to feel
Unafraid of the other side
I've seen the edge of life and death
Through endless of voids where my words don't make sense
It's festering inside my head:
This longing to be my own architect
I live for you
(I live for you)
I can be what you want me to be
All alone on the other side
I can feel what you want me to feel
Unafraid of the other side
I've become what you wanted from me
All alone on the other side
I have felt what you wanted from me
So afraid of the other side