Honeymoon Driver - A New Beginning Lyrics

All my life spent caught up in the moment
Something's right this can't be what I wanted
Time for a new beginning
Oh I f*cked up could've swear I died
I tried to hurt myself so I could feel alive
I guess I'm living
It's cold in this late December
For you I think I'll wait forever
To think to feel is all this real
Just the thought of being a part of something I can't heal
I still try to make things happen
Oh I don't think I can help myself
Why do I keep trying that for someone else
When it feels like nothing matters
It's cold in this late December
For you I think I'll wait forever
Can we save the strength to fight
Though it may just take me my whole f*cking life
My life
Can we save this state of mind
Though you may just say that this doesn't feel right
But what feels right
It's cold in this late December
For you I think I'll wait forever