Was it a crime to say I loved you? A novel of I miss you's is being written, and you're not being forgotten. And no matter how bad I wish you were, you refuse to leave me and lift your curse. Everything according to plan so far. I won't let you down. I will always be around in vain. Kiss me once again and tell me you don't feel anything, you don't feel anything anymore. And tell me that the feeling's gone, it left you when the summer sun, sank below the tropics the last night. And now everyday it feels the same and every night I scream your name. I'm trying to hold it together. I'm still staring at the note you left, With every line a painful breath. A page full of lies, it severed all our ties. The only thing I ever said, the only thing I ever meant was... The only thing I ever said, the only thing I ever meant was that you were never really there, but you were never really gone until tonight. It's all for you. Darling, you can't give up on a dream if you never had one to start with