Hoodie-Two - Alone Lyrics

I bought a pistol just to kill my best friend
Honestly, this shit is hectic, I can't even pretend
That this is normal, what is normal? Don't know where is my head
I'm going crazy, if I pull it out, I'll shoot him, he's dead
But I ain't tryna go to prison, or at least just not yet
So I hit up one of my homies, had them shoot him instead
Before I get a life sentence, I'm just tryna have sex
Cause I ain't lost my v-card, not even had some good head
Now that's surprising to hear, and you might think that I'm lyin'
But every f*cking word I write is true in every line
Bitch i put that on mom's, bitch I put that on me
Remember this, write it down, like a 10-63
I don't care if I live, the life I'm livin' is cursed
I've been ready to f*ckin' die since the day I was birthed
I got nothing to lose, cause I ain't got no more friends
That's why the word has got e-n-d cause it reaches its end, yeah
I'm so alo-oh-one, oh-one (So alone, so f*ckin' alone, oh)
Oh, oh
I die alo-oh-one, oh-one (F*ck this shit I don't need nobody)
I don't give a fu-uh-ck, fu-uck (F*ck all of you motherf*ckers mane)
Oh, oh
My time has co-o-me, has come (Imma die alone bitch, yeah)
I've been ready
I've been ready
I've been ready to die since the day I was born, motherf*cker
I've been ready bitch
Yeah, I'm ready
I've been ready to die since the day I was born, motherf*cker
Still in my room, I ain't got out of bed
I ain't ate all f*ckin' day, trapped in the thoughts in my head
Feelin' angry as f*ck, wish that I could be normal
But like I had asked before, bitch what the f*ck is still normal?
Nothing, these green walls make me even more trapped
You wouldn't understand what I mean when I f*cking say that
Unless you've been in depression and you've felt empty as f*ck and you don't know What the f*ck to do because you're lonely as f*ck, my G
Just a f*ckin' week ago, I tried to hang myself and shit
But nothing in my room is strong enough to take my weight, shit
F*ck am I supposed to do? I don't know
F*ck am I supposed to do? I don't know
And I ain't got no-f*cking-body else to talk about this with
I cut off every-f*cking-body cause I'm scared that they gon switch
So imma off my f*ckin' self, because I talk to nobody
I'm born to die, I'm born to fail, that's the way it's 'sposed to be
I'm so alo-oh-one, oh-one
Oh, oh
I die alo-oh-one, oh-one
I don't give a fu-uh-ck, fu-uck
Oh, oh
My time has co-o-me, has come
I've been ready
I've been ready
I've been ready to die since the day I was born, motherf*cker
I've been ready bitch
Yeah, I'm ready
I've been ready to die since the day I was born, motherf*cker