The Hoosier State - Forgive and Forget Lyrics

I've been locked away for weeks, send regards to those that love me
The summer months have come and gone and now everything is freezing
I can't tell you about anything without a feeling of anxiety
I've been keeping track of all the times you've told me that you're sorry
But I don't think you're really sorry
'Cause I know you, better than you know yourself
I know that you're lost and all alone
And I'm always looking backwards
And I'm always feeling battered
Never feeling safe at home
I wonder if you're haunted by the trauma that you put me through
(I wonder what you'd do, if you could see you)
You like to say that god forgives, but I know the real you
(I get it, you're sorry, I know you're sorry)
'Cause I know you better than you know yourself
I know that you're lost and all alone
And I'm always looking backwards
Wondering if it ever mattered
Maybe I should let it go
I'm standing on the brink
It's a constant source of conflict
Regardless if I stick around or feed you to the wolves
It doesn't matter what I think, it never truly did
I'm condemned until the end
Until the bitter end
'Cause I know you, better than you know yourself
I know that you're lost and all alone