Horror - Artificially Alive Lyrics

I find it difficult to say anything of meaning
Cause I feel nothing, and I'm not dreaming

There were days when I thought I hated
And nights when I thought I loved
These days have already faded
And nothing has come from above

To say I was cold, would be unfair
Knowing how I feel, an event most rare

I don't know why I can't speak, or why I don't feel
Soon, I hope, life will become real