Why am I going through this?
This isn't my life
This is not how it's supposed to be
If I knew this is what life would be like
I would have just chosen to never be born
Something so simple, so meaningful and meaningless
I cringe at the thought of living a second life
When it ends, I hope I don't have to start again
Because I don't think I could handle another one
And starting over has never been enticing anyways