Horrorwood Ending - Ready To Die Lyrics

Every night the thoughts they creep in
My minds a home for demons
I've lost every will to survive

These walls are painted black
I see the bloodstains from the past and
I can't face the world alive

Looking back on a heart that's cracked
To the promises that were never kept
Just wanna leave this hell behind

I got a pad and a pen, a bottle of wine
As my words bleed through the papers lines
Truth be told, I'm ready to die
Ready to die

I see her face in the tears I've cried
To the time I've lost I'll say goodbye
Truth be told, I'm ready to die
Ready to die

I sense the silence burning
I've watched the hands stop turning
Alone with the thoughts that I despise

I can't keep up this lie
Cause every smile fades over time
My lips are a weak and my eyes grow tired

As the minutes slip away
In the grip of death I pray
For when I sleep I finally feel awake

I got a pad and a pen, a bottle of wine
As my words bleed through the papers lines
Truth be told, I'm ready to die
Ready to die

I see her face in the tears I've cried
To the time I've lost I'll say goodbye
Truth be told, I'm ready to die
Ready to die

Ghost appear than fade away
Phantoms come but never stay
I could never be the face that I portray

As I look up the sky
Searching for answers I can't find
Asking god the question "why am I ready to die?"

I'm ready
I'm ready to die
I'm ready
I'm ready to die
I'm ready
I'm ready to die
I'm ready
I'm ready to die

Ghost appear than fade away
Phantoms come but never stay
I could never be the face that I portray

As I look up the sky
Searching for answers I can't find
Asking god the question "why am I ready to die?"

I'm ready
I'm ready to die
I'm ready
I'm ready to die