I was looking for answers
With my telescope in hand
Surmising your reasons
Hidden in your parting glance
Left only with questions
And the drugs I choose to take
A quiet reminder that I am
Not my brother's mistakes
And this weight is so heavy
It keeps me down
It's got me running figures
And drawing pictures
It's got me searching for a plan
But I don't have a steady hand
'Cause I don't have a steady hand