i feel sick Video (MV)

Reading through my diary, you can find out what it's like
I don't wanna f*ck, baby, I just wanna die
Bleeding in my bed 'cause I f*cking relapsed
And I'm crying out for help, but all they do is laugh
Do you think about me ever, baby? You're so far away
Don't stop stabbing until you see my face decay
I'm too ugly, mutilate my body
Does your heart still beat when you think of me?
Baby, let me go, can't you see I'm suffering?
I'm too ugly, that's why you won't hold me
Soulless eyes, they're looking at me
I'm falling fast, can you catch me?
I can't stop cutting, I'm so addicted
"Show me what it's like to die," that's what she said
Infest my brain with all your shit
Clip off my wings, baby, I feel sick

Cut me open now
I feel sick in the head
Destroy me
Destroy all this shit

Put me on the meds, Doctor, I need them
Don't you ever leave me, or baby, I'ma bleed it
I'm not crazy, baby, no, no, no, I'm eccentric
I like the way you dance on the floor, it's electric
I'ma rip your head off and leave your corpse lying around
I love it when you scream, baby, I love the sound
Let's make a flick, baby we can make a snuff
I can't stop watching, I can never get enough