Hot Trash - Pall Malls and Small Flaws Lyrics

Yesterday I woke up scared
Felt worse than I had felt in years
This time it wasn't the medication that f*cked me up
Can't chalk it up to the bad weather or bad luck

I never said I was a sure shot baby but an accident? Girl, I'm a dead ringer
I've got some blood on my hands, a mess in my head and a feeling that lingers
Maybe it's just how I'm wired
Living my life uninspired
Didn't realize that when we act We do so with conscience and a lack of tact
Maybe I'll just take my chances living life before the drop
You can have your heart of stone, I'll take my head that is full of rocks

You're poison in my veins A silhouette that's driving me insane
But if you're insane Either my life is just mundane or I'm deranged

So pick it up, pick it up And then we let it go
We're raised on bad T'V
Please take us home to basement shows

I scourge the room sweating and sick
Searching for the cause to all of this
Bloodshot eyes and nonchalant vibes
Enhance concern and turn the tides

I would rather be a lost soul than an asshole that somehow got lucky
I'll take my low paying job
Live life like a slob with the people that love me
Maybe it's just paranoia
Hesitation's a bomb that destroys us
Pushing us as we move along
Breaking our necks while we're singing our songs
Maybe I'll just take my chances living life before the drop
You can have your heart of stone, I'll take my head that is full of rocks

You're poison in my veins
A silhouette that's driving me insane
But if you're insane Either my life is just mundane
Or I'm just circling around the drain Or I'm deranged

So pick it up, pick it up And then we let it go
We're raised on bad T'V
We sold our souls to basement shows