Hot Trash - Whirlpool Lyrics

I think I'm patient when you're f*cked up
But, at least we're acting out of love
We've done it all, soft whispers and hard alcohol
Until I stepped back, let time and cable clear my head, lets be friends until we fall into old trends

I'm wide awake, you're fast asleep
I'm counting flies, you're counting sheep
And I hope your nightmares drag you to despair and cause concern
At night I toss and toss and turn
They cause concern
At night I toss and toss and turn

Every single time you lock me out
My guess is that you're pretty f*cking mad
I've been talking with my phantoms, with my demons, with myself
And they all offered me no help
Until I step back let panic attacks do their thing and pretend
Just like I'm talking with old friends

At night I toss and toss and turn
Instead I'll live and learn and burn
At night I toss and toss and turn
At night I toss and toss and turn

Hindsight makes the dark days brighter
If you wanted to know, I could cut the ties I'm better on my own
I think you wanted to know
You'll never change me

And if you wanted to know, I could cut the ties I'm better on my own
I think I'm starting to know, that I'm better in my head than in your home

You'll never change me