Hotblack - HED IN A SHED Lyrics

Brutally you change your mind
With empty hands and tired eyes
I try to find another exit sign
Well I don't belong here and my head aint right
The sickness spread my heart is giving up on life
I don't wanna be remembered
I don't wanna say goodbye
I am the only victim in my adolescent mind
Inside I tend to stay
I'm scared of everything unless we're back to back
And we take the world by storm
My incessent whining
Conceals the clouds with silver linings
I'm sad to say I'm half the man I used to be
I'm sorry for the agony that I collected
I swear I never meant it
Well I don't belong here and my head aint right
The sickness spread my heart is giving up on life
I don't wanna be remembered
I don't wanna say goodbye
I am the only victim in my adolescent mind
Inside I tend to stay
Time slows down day by day
I'm scared to die when I feel this way
I'm shaken divided and left out in the cold
I'm starting to play dead
And I'm not sure I can keep playing
Even substances can't help
Me pull myself out of this mess
My god is this it
I grab the handle close my eyes
And cut down til it feels right
Now I'm watching over us
With one eye always shut