Hotpot of Genres - She's Mad (Again) Lyrics

Don't know what happened again
She slept in, unhappy with the world
I mean I get it, her daily goals she can't attain
But not a word at me she hurled
The air is thick with malice in here
Avoiding a storm that will come
Just doing my stuff, want to disappear
But today nothing is really fun

Since she woke up the day's gone wrong
She's not saying but she glares, her mood is just down
I know when she's like this it won't take long
She doesn't state a reason, just makes me feel like a clown

She's in a mood for the whole day
Her depression kicks in hard it seems
It's tiring me out, I'm also not okay
Most likely it was again some bad dreams
Her meds don't seem to do their thing
Doesn't matter if she does or not take them
It's not only hurt me but also our offspring
I know saying something will just cause mayhem

I always try to do what I can to lift her moods
Maybe I could do more but I need time to come down
She most times does not state but just broods
Her smile is gone all the time, all she wears is a frown
Our son is affected, he tries his best for her, too
He wants to cuddle and play, be near her all the time
But for it to work, there have to be involved at least two
And she first does not respond, it's not his time to shine

She's in a mood for the whole day
Her depression kicks in hard it seems
It's tiring me out, I'm also not okay
Most likely it was again some bad dreams
Her meds don't seem to do their thing
Doesn't matter if she does or not take them
It's not only hurt me but also our offspring
I know saying something will just cause mayhem

The day goes by, not many words interchanged
I take care of our son, at least she reads him his book
I don't know why, but it all feels so deranged
Sometimes I want to shout out, tell her what all she took
But I'll stay calm, don't want to drive her away
We sit down for our shows, I slightly caress her back
Not much is said but her mood drops, not okay
I can't steer this ship back on track

Now I just want her to sleep, let me have my calm
But as soon as she tucks herself, she starts to talk
She lays out the blame, hold it back in her palm
She does not want me to relax, shall brood when I walk

She's in a mood for the whole day
Her depression kicks in hard it seems
It's tiring me out, I'm also not okay
Most likely it was again some bad dreams
Her meds don't seem to do their thing
Doesn't matter if she does or not take them
It's not only hurt me but also our offspring
I know saying something will just cause mayhem

I don't know!
Don't know how much longer I can take it!
It's like this for years without end in sight!
I grit my teeth, stay strong through every storm!
But sometimes I just want to quit it all!
I love her with all my heart, but it's hard and unfair
Not only me but our child is in it, too
I'm not aiming to get any score square
But my own health is affected, we need a breakthrough
Please, I beg you to get better
I'm crying silent tears every night!