Hounding Hours - Initial Fantasy Lyrics

Ride the waves straight into regret
Ride and surf a humble slide
A little back and forth across the crest
A few staggering dreams
A holdover of distress
I'll heal when I can breathe
Back in the initial fantasy
I'll heal when I am free
To give it all away
A gentle wish to live in a delusion
Exorcise the demons to exercise the fantasy
Demons need their exercise too three four
And again with the rest of the class
To therefore
Live an expression
Of the selectively reckless
Until the day all fantasies
Come to light
Towing that line
Of success
And rock-bottom
Comfort f*cking and airport chugging
Trying your best to slope the feels
A gentle ease into a never doing that again
It's a delicate balance
All the shit you need to
Put into your system
Versus all the shit that you need to get out
No matter what I'm doing
It is still
And the still days take the longest
To come to terms with the anguish
Of absolute freedom
I'll heal when I can breathe
Back in the initial fantasy
I'll heal when I am free
To give it all away