House of Grief - Chains of Hell Lyrics

There's a cloud above my head
I never ever thought it would be this bad
Every day that I wake up
I know it's gonna be worse than the last
Doin everything I can
To numb today and forget the past
Can't escape from my demon's grasp Hopelessly waiting for the time to pass

Why the f*ck did I ever do this?
I should've known from the start this was never smart
Everyone's dying around me
Another day another casket with a friend of mine

This addiction is killing me
Making me question my reality
Cold sweats feel like broken glass
Every night hoping it'll be my last
I need to wake up from this nightmare
End the cycle and start to repair
I won't be another statistic
You can take my name off the junkie shit list

It won't defeat me

I must be free
From the chains of this hell
That I brought on myself
I will break them today
Keep the demon at bay
Take control of my life
I will decide
What's best for me
The future is mine