My lie decides
To call you up this morning
This is gonna be the one to talk through
Untied, soft side
Wide eyes, no pride
This is gonna be the one to talk through
You can blame it on my fear
Of missing out
Or you can blame it on
My big mouth
I repeat myself to pass the time
And I'm standing on a thin line
If I call you up as my only lifeline
They'll be right
She said, "Boy, this ain't yo fight"
And I'm standing on a thin line
Way back when I was standing by your side
She said, "Boy, this ain't yo fight"
My mouth backfires
I try, you're tired
And I know we have a lot to get through
Look
I wanna keep it hush try to hold it inside
I know I look real tough
When I try not to cry, oh
When we lock eyes can you see through?
We can talk about a change I think we'd like
Or we can keep it on the inside
After all this time to build your trust
I think I said too much
So blame it on a flaw in my design
She said, "Boy, this ain't yo fight"
Cause I miss you so bad when you're not around
But then you show up real late in the wrong town
And I can feel it breaking up when you're let down
I can see how I put words in your mouth
And I know of my dependency of my house
As I grow I think I'm starting to figure it out
And I'm sorry every time when I get loud
And I'll listen when you say that
And I'm standing on a thin line
Way back when I was standing by your side
And I knew you weren't alright
Face blue but trying to hide
Have I built up this much pride?
I would give you my life
Am I having a meltdown?
Cause I miss you so bad when you're not around
But then you show up real late in the wrong town
And I can feel it breaking up when you're let down
I can see how I put words in your mouth
And I know of my dependency of my house
As I grow I think I'm starting to figure it out
And I'm sorry every time when I get loud
And I'll listen when you say that
"Boy, this ain't yo fight"