Today, I woke up at noon
Then I thought of you
Then I thought of me thinking of you getting onto me
And honestly, I want to leave
Want to leave my room
Rip off the sheets
Slip on my shoes
And finally, find someone new
I can't move
My head's glued
It's all too, too good to be true
I am my only friend
My only hand
My deadly sin
It controls me again
I'm giving in
It always wins
There is no end
I take a deep breath
It's in my head
I'm in my bed
I'm safe and sound, but when I look around I still feel stressed
The less I breath I feel the need to reset
Feeling consumed by the feelings that I've been holding in
Feel like the others the way I'm lacking proper treatment
My mind preys but on itself is where it's feeding
Walls thin
They're closing in
I see a demon
I spoke to it
It says that I am him
Even the best at some points feel like rejects
I know I'm hoping for more than I can stick my teeth in
Still doesn't change the fact that I've been lacking reason
Part of my brain convincing me there is a reason
Leave it
Leave it all behind
I'm doing fine
Just need some time
Just need some time
Some time
Some time
Time