Hoyt - Broken Lyrics

I just need some mother f*cking help
Sick of playing tough while I melt
So long dealing with these cards that I'm dealt
Hear my parents crying in the other room dealing with addiction, just another notch to the belt
Not a lot of y'all have really felt what I felt
Been a fat minute since of just been held
Lemme tell u about a few drugs, diazepam, phenagren, colonopin, oxycodone, methadone,
All of these feel like a mother f*ckin gun to my dome
Because all they have done is broken my home
A lot of time I spent alone
Trying to not become a clone
Of my mother or my father
Bitch I'm trying to be a scholar
Putting passion in these lyrics that I hollor
Hardly anyone listens
Even tho it's what I'm wishing
Wake up thinking, well let's see what today brings
Sick of feeling like I'm on the brink
Of a mental break
Sick of feeling all alone in this creek
Lemme reach a f*cking peak
No one f*cking listens when I speak
Feel like everyone thinks my words are weak
Barely see my brothers once a week
Alone at night I feel tears roll down my cheak
Love is all I seek
Love is all I give
Love is all I need
Love is why I live