H.P.E. J.R. - Growing Pain Lyrics

I done been through some storms; i done been through some rain
Mindset transformed; so I wouldn't go insane
I'm just tryna break the cycle cause it's so much i can gain
I been living off survival so i come from growing pain

Verse
My days ain't been the best
Lately i barely been getting rest
I must confess
Still dealing with some pain in my chest
A lot been on my mind i just been dealing with the stress
But i gotta give my my all while I'm grinding on this quest
Been through a lot; many don't understand or even know
Dealt with it on my own and the results starting to show
Talk to God and find myself so I'm really starting to grow
Bounce back from it now I'm stronger than ever before
I done been down bad i had to get it back in motion
Gotta get right God so blessing spread like lotion
Gotta get keep my thoughts tight to catch a wave like the ocean
This that real life rap i had to mix em like a potion
See i was standing the storm
No Optimus Prime but I had to transform
My mindset and all so my heart can be warm
It was frozen like a nigga got it from an ice storm
But it had to reform
Yea it had to reshape
Life had me weak in the knees so i had to escape
To be better for my kids i had to throw on that cape
A lot niggas can't relate
See i grind for every penny even if i had to scrape
So i come to take it all no rape
Strong arm you'll think I was an Ape
Ain't got time to place niggas behind the yellow tape
Cause i see the big picture like my view on landscape
I been learning how to stick to plan
10 toes down gotta learn how to stand
Hope things follow through like look at my shooting hand
I guess you can say that this the making of a man
I'm starting to see it full circle
And speaking of; me and niggas tight like girdle
Told em that we gotta treat obstacles like hurdles
Life can move fast but take slow like a turtle
Cause it take a lil time just for that cycle to break
Mindset gotta change to cut down the mistakes
I been living off survival; plotting all the moves i make
And kept god by my side from storms to earthquakes
So the pain I'm almost getting over
It was weighing on me heavy like a bolder
God help me lift that weight off my shoulders
i guess this is my closure

I done been through some storms; i done been through some rain
Mindset transformed; so I wouldn't go insane
I'm just tryna break the cycle cause it's so much i can gain
I been living off survival so i come from growing pain