Hærl3y - inconsitent intro Lyrics

For example, the sun goes up and then it comes down
But every time that happens, what do you get
You get a new day
You get a new one

This is my second chance to get it right
Open up my notes instead of jotting down
Got a lot of ideas inside my head, I just can't lay it out
Tryna paint the perfect picture, but the paint is running out

There's a lot of pain that comes with tryna make you're trying to make your family proud
Like everything I tried wasn't working out
I'm inconsistent, yeah, I know I'm trying to work it out
I'm only human, keep on pushing me, I might drown

Frown on my face because there's nothing I could smile about
Pain inside my eyes, but I can't let it out
Drowning in these thoughts, but I still thug it out
Getting all this scary cause I still don't have it figured out

But that's what life is all about. Consistency
Only place I get love is from all the people who I grew up with
Are you feeling me
Started taking time to myself, saw some people tryna leave quick

Are you kidding me
How much more do I have to give before you see that it's killing me
Inconsistency