Huff - How Embarrassing Lyrics

Put my Sunday best on
Not me on the outside
Enter in the Vatican, hopin' that I come out right
Pray the Summer air to put an end to all my downsides
I know I should be fine, but I'm fine, when I know I'm not fine
And I'm terrified
I will live a lie
I don't recognize
How embarrassing
How I'm living life
Hey, it's been a while
And I won't jeopardize
What I'm working for
Yeah, yeah, I guess so
Starving artist, all she wrote
Not a profit, empty show, oh, oh
I just don't like all the waiting around
Just a hoping and wondering, head to the ground
Puttin' all that I got on a ship that'll drown, whoa, whoa
I was just 19 and runnin' around
I've been making my music and playing it loud
Seeing how far I've come, make my parents so proud, whoa, whoa
Digging a hole I can't get myself out of
I drown in the darkness, I dig till I'm out
I put too much faith inside myself when I'm doubting
And that's why, that's why I say I'm terrified
I will live a lie
I don't recognize
How embarrassing
How I'm living life
Hey, it's been a while
And I won't jeopardize
What I'm working for
And I'm terrified
I will live a lie
I don't recognize
How embarrassing
How I'm living life
Hey, it's been a while
And I won't jeopardize
What I'm working for
And I'm terrified
I will live a lie
I don't recognize
How embarrassing
How I'm living life
Hey, it's been a while
And I won't jeopardize
What I'm working for
And I'm terrified
I will live a lie
I don't recognize
How embarrassing