I never wanted you to know
I never found a hole deep enough to throw
It all away
But that day you came and laid your shine
Over what was left behind
And I've known you just for so long
To know what to expect
The insight came so slowly
To slowly to detect
Our talks just seemed unending
I was an ordinary lad
Until you asked me: Does a good bye
Always feel that sad?
So I follow down your footsteps
To the bright an mighty park
The embrace in the doorway
Lured my hands out of the dark
So we open a new chapter
A story yet untold
Somehow still not knowing
How it might unfold
I changed the expectations
Against promises to keep
I'm tired of pretending
There's something else to reap
There's a plan beneath the mountain
Far beyond my restricted mind
But I'd rather look the beauty
Right into the eyes
Somehow the feeling got stuck to the ceiling
I haven't slept for one night on this weekend
Fooling myself, too hard to believe it
You are the scent of my gold
If it's a lesson to be learned
Or a badge that's to be earned
I don't know
Until the fire disappears
And this one feeling that I fear
I let it go