Hundro - bitterr Lyrics

Let me sink in the sea
Just to see what's to see
Let me sink in the sea
Just to see what's to see
Here's a heartfelt letter
Only song that I remember
Popstar sinner rocking rockstar leather
Pardon my temper
Sorry if I come off bitter
My mother was a goner
Because my father was a quitter
I can't take it any longer, man
I am trying not to wither
If I stand taller will I feel bigger
Or will I just fall like timber
Return to sender, I never deliver
Wish I could sing with the birds in the trees
I can't feel a thing except the hurt in my knees
This ain't what younger me was determined to be
How did I fumble my purpose so purposefully
I just wanna feel alive
Rockstar skinnies, I've got rips in my jeans
I got slits in my sleeves
I got chips in my teeth
I got shit in my cleats
I must run up money 'til the mission complete
Return to sender, I'm keeping receipts
Until everything's embers, 'til everything bleeds
Until whatever is left is debris
Swept in the breeze into the depths of the seas
You love the rain when it pours
You love the waves when it storms
I really do know you, just not the same anymore
I'd cruise through views I would show you
But you don't stay to explore
Too much hate in your core
I still see your face when I sleep
What a shame, I'm afraid of the end
I behave like a kid, can't explain what I did
I know I don't care enough
My eyes aren't tearing up
My charm is wearing off
It fades in the wind
We all sing songs to stay sane and exist
Is it always this hard to feel safe in your skin
Follow your heart, you'll never miss a beat
I forget a bit but with you I won't miss a thing
I had premonitions of this in a distant dream
In these night terrors why am I always missing teeth
I hear it's symbolism for inability
But now that you're right here
The power you instill me is bright air
The feeling that you're giving me is quite rare
I really hope you're feeling me, I care