HUNNE - Took My Depression Pills And They Made Me Numb Lyrics

Get up off the floor, I got a black eye
Walk around like I died
That's why I just get high
Too scared for suicide
Feel like shit all day and night
All I taste is blood in my mouth
Runnin from cops, been runnin' a while
Feel like I've been runnin' for miles
What if I told you, what if I told you that Actually been runnin' from my demons
They ain't leavin', got me screamin', drinkin' lean and numb my feelings
I ain't healin', they said that I'm healin
F*ck their meanin', f*ck the meanin', ayy Took my pills for depression and they made
Me numb
All this shit inside my brain, yeah it got
Me feelin' numb
All this pain inside my body, yeah it got
Me feelin' numb
Yeah, I'd rather be alone cause I ain't waitin
For no one
Yeah, I'd rather be alone cause I won't hurt
For anyone
Yeah, I'd rather be alone cause I don't f*ck with anyone
I don't give a f*ck about what they say or
What they want, ayy
The devil awaits and I'm dead in the grave Wonder what would it take to get me to stay
When God comes down to take us away
But I prayed every day, don't know what to Say
But still you don't talk to me
I'd rather be dead, I'd rather they kill me
I'd rather they bled
I cannot redeem me
I know what you said
But now it is fueling me
You killin' me dead, got a fire within me
Needin' that loud and I'm needing it instantly Can't say that I'm proud, but I'm feelin' it
Pullin' me down, feelin it pulling me down