Beach at 5am (Prod. $upra) Video (MV)

Grinding on me like you wanna f*ck me
Then just leave me like I was nothing
Like I was something that reminded you hate
But girl, I thought you were my fate
Us dating wouldn't that be great
I'm afraid to fall in love again
With someone that doesn't even know who I am
I miss you
But I know you don't think about me
Will you at least talk to me
Can you at least believe in me
I don't think so
No one wants to help
The pain inside is hurting Others, not just me
Motherf*cker
It may be 40 degrees but im still cold
F*cking this beat, im still gonna like this when im 40 years old

Its 5am, crying, swallowing pills then some water
Lets hope I don't wake up in the morning cause this
Is f*cking horror
Aye
Its 5am, crying, swallowing pills then some water
Lets hope I don't wake up in the morning cause this
Is f*cking horror

I want people to love me for what im doing
From the first song, im always improving
Never f*cking said you loved me
Always said
You f*cking wanted me
I thought you loved me but then
I found out you were drunk
This is where my life is headed
It looks Ive already hit a dead end
Every ones offended
On what I do
F*ck off
I don't complain on the shit you do
Full bottle of SP's
Swallow the whole on the beach
At least its quite here
Don't have to hear your voice anymore
My head full of lies
I'm in despise
Of you
You wonder why people don't even talk to you

Its 5am, crying, swallowing pills then some water
Lets hope I don't wake up in the morning cause this
Is f*cking horror