Withered daisy
I fall apart
Where do I float
Where do I go from here
I don't know
How do I leave behind a mountain of doubt buzzing in my brain
How to I annihilate the feeling that I've caused so much pain
What does it mean to be the happiest version of me that I could be
How do I see myself as I would anybody else
Should've just turned around
Time's not on your side
And you know there's no way out
Everything's been going on for too long
And forgiveness only runs so far
Winter and weakening
Will you sit here with me and talk about how I used to be
And all the things that I've seen
Screaming my lungs out
Why can't you hear me
Can't find any comfort in the right place
Feel like my mother's one disgrace
Maybe I'm looking for all the answers in the wrong way
I'm sorry for not coming clean
You should've just turned around
Mistakes planting seeds of doubt
You should've just turned around
Time's not on your side
And you know there's no way out
Somehow you keep on lying to yourself
Who am I to throw stones, what do I know
I'm the one who never grows