happy thoughts? Video (MV)

You remembered my birthday
I thought you'd forget
It's not something I thought I'd hear
Running loose in my mind
Running out of time
But I gotta say
I'm happier now
(I'm happier now)
But I gotta say I fantasize into my feelings
Too much
When we talk
(Talk)
I think
(I think)
I'm not good enough
(I'm not good enough)
When we talked
(Talked)
I hope
(I hope)
I was good enough
(I was good enough)
Happy thoughts
Or so I thought?
Maybe not what I think
Take a drive
All the time
Every night
Went from sour to sweet
It felt bittersweet
(Bittersweet)
Remember how you looked at me
I saw you blushin
(Rosy Red Cheeks)
Made me laugh
It made me smile
It made me feel so damn good
But I gotta say I feel empty now
When we talk
(Talk)
I think
(I think)
I'm not good enough
(I'm not good enough)
When we talked
(Talked)
I hope
(I hope)
I was good enough
(I was good enough)
Happy thoughts
Or so I thought?
Maybe not what I think
Take a drive
All the time
Every night