i surrender Video (MV)

I've tried one too many times
Keeping quiet as the fire sparks
Growing more and more every day
I say"I can do it"
But can I?
Getting burnt
Every time
Trying to
Put it out
Why are you
Making it big?
Making it spread again?
Burning alive
With my thoughts
They torment me
Only me
Burning alive
As you walk by
Begging you to help me
I don't like
To ask for help
But you
Were the first that
I ran to
When the moon wasn't out
And you were
Busy looking at the stars
Watched as my home
Was torn apart
By such a storm
Inside
On my feet
Realizing
You were gone the next
Burning alive
With my thoughts
They torment me
Only me
Burning alive
As you walk by
Begging you to help me
I surrender
I surrender
I won't feel this way anymore
I surrender
I surrender
I will put out the fire on my own