hxrtleya - tell me you love me Lyrics

I wanna be the one that just despises all of you
But I know that I couldn't even if I wanted to
I wake up beside myself again I'm not
Myself anymore than I once was

And you're in the front seat and I'm in the back
And you're doing lines while I'm bending my back
And you're getting wasted with you're other guys
When does this end
When does this end

You tell me you love me but you don't really care
Then say that you're leaving
So I just stop and stare
In the mirror this happens all the time
I see her and I just don't know why
You tell me you love me but you don't really care
So when I just don't call you you're not phased I'm not there
In the mirror this happens all the time
I see her and I just don't know why

Now you're the one who never wants to text back
Always do me dirty throwing up over this man
I beside myself again I know that I"m not
Myself anymore than I once was

Are you scared
Is that why you are all alone
Are you scared
I didn't ever even know
If you cared
If you care at all Im lost for words
I've lost it all

You tell me you love me but you don't really care
Then say that you're leaving
So I just stop and stare
In the mirror this happens all the time
I see her and I just don't know why
You tell me you love me but you don't really care
So when I just don't call you you're not phased I'm not there
In the mirror this happens all the time
I see her and I just don't know why

I can't escape won't escape
Another day with you
I know I'm not strong enough to just play with you
And I don't fight these games I'm bored of you
But I don't wanna be the one who hates on you
Pull up to the function
Down bad for you blushing
I am made of nothing
Light up as you're talking
You don't want my problems
You don't want me calling
Best friends gone to rubbish
This got way too toxic

You tell me you love me but you don't really care
Then say that you're leaving
So I just stop and stare
In the mirror this happens all the time
I see her and I just don't know why
You tell me you love me but you don't really care
So when I just don't call you you're not phased I'm not there
In the mirror this happens all the time
I see her and I just don't know why

Na na na na na na
(Na na na na na na)
Na na na na na na
(Na na na na na na )
In the mirror this happens all the time
I see her but now I feel fine