Hybrid Intelligence Singularity - IFs Lyrics

I can't really sing
But I'm a try to
Convey how I feel in
These shitty lines whom
I wrote late one night
When I couldn't sleep
Could've been any night
R E M is not my thing
I'm just a loser who tries hard
And harder not to try
I excel at what I do
And what I do is nothing shy of...
Nothing comes to mind
Yeah I'm not really smart
I'm not very tall
What I lack is everything
So I guess that means I have it all

I'm f*cking special

But anyway
It's another day and I'm still alive
Don't cheer for that
Another day for the pain to find a way to thrive
I'm real on that
When it hurts to walk, sit down or lie
Don't give me that
Talk about this is your only life
I'd rather be put down like an old dog that's past it's prime
More than a couple times
If you want to help
Then help me cut in a straight line
My hands are shaking
My grip on everything is slipping
Is this from being old
Or spending my younger years tripping

I'm f*cking special