I killed Kurt Cobain and butchered Leonard Cohen
I've seen each tear shed from every overdose
But I can't take mine yet
Because our daughter comes to me
Every night, begging to be born
And when I wake up, I have scratch marks
From our daughter
And sometimes I think to myself,
"So far so bad, so far so bad"
I am not afraid if it's not the same
Unprecedented relief
I'll put a bullet between my eyes
If it doesn't exist, it doesn't exist
It does not exist
Yeah, you know what? That's fine. That's fine.
Go ahead, overthrow me with your beauty
Yeah, tie me to one of those kitchen chairs you got over there
But what you don't realize is that you are my throne, girl
And I don't have any goddamn hair left
So take whatever the hell you want
Yeah, take what you want
Don't forget to panic when you see her
When you see the personification of how you failed
All of your failures, embodied in her body
You cannot truly hate somebody until you hate yourself
Of all your regrets, I'm by far your worst one
I'm the daughter that you got when you asked for a son
So where's the constant?
Change
I can't take another year
Not one more year
Of all of my sins, you're by far the worst one
When I gave you the world, you still asked for the sun
To know the truth, I have to remember when I moved in you
The holy dove was moving to, and every breath we drew was that hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Of all your regrets, I'm by far the worst one
I'm the daughter you got when you asked for a son
All of my sins, you're by far the worst one
When I gave you the world, you still asked for the sun