Hylyn Kade - Truth Is Lyrics

Keeping it real I'm f*cked up
I'm just good at hiding my feelings
Occupying my brain with new things
To be honest I've been broken and I need somebody to fix me
My heart cold Ion think you can mend it
I wish I could fly away
Come again some other day
Wasn't meant for this generation
Not for this day and age
I wish I still a kid I wish things ain't never change
I could run the streets all day and still return home safe
Wish I could call on my mom want a bond with my dad
Them two relationships I want but I could never have
I ain't gone sit and cap been reminiscing about Lex
Because how could you believe that I would stab you in your back
You know if you needed it I'd a gave your ass my last
I gotta stop thinking about shit that happened in the past but
Bria she cheated it really broke my heart in half
So I had fun wit Nakyra I just look back on it and laugh
Now I'm with Liyah I pray that she my better half
I really don't need her but company is good to have
Need someone to talk to that ain't gone judge me about my past
I can look them in the eyes and they ain't gone look at me and laugh
To be honest I'm misguided reputation ain't never been good
But that don't mean that I wasn't good
Keeping it real I lack love but that's cause I don't know how that feel
Can someone please show me how love feels
I don't understand myself I don't expect for you to understand me
But I know I need help because I come from a damaged family
My mom drug addiction old but that shit still affects me
I want to kick it with my pop but he just won't accept me
I feel Hylyn is the greatest gift God ever sent me
I had to cry and take some L's so life could really hit me
I bumped my head a couple times cause I ain't want to listen
I disappeared a couple times they act like they ain't miss me
Today if I lay down and die would shit be any different
They tell me I act like my dad because I keep my distance
They tell me I act like my my mom because I'm always missing
They tell me I act like them both because I hate attention
I have no clue what it feels like to have a home
I been jumping house to house for I don't even know how long
Unlike you I can't depend on my daddy or my mom
Shit nobody for real who can Chaja call on
Keeping it real I'm f*cked up
I'm just good at hiding my feelings
Occupying my brain with new things
To be being honest I've been broken and I need somebody to fix me
My heart cold I don't think you can mend it
To be honest I'm misguided reputation ain't never been good
But that don't mean that I wasn't good
Keeping it real I lack love but that's because I don't know how that feel
Can somebody show me how love feels