HYPE OUTSIDE - ENERGY SHIFT Lyrics

That's what you are
This is conversation, this that drive
That take like ten, I cut to five impatient

We free our minds with leaves and herbs, how we Survive In Nature
Express yo' SINs as I listen, like we in congregation
No form of hesitation, this depreciation
It fade to black without a cue, you left no credits waiting

Your absence left me black and blue, I felt a sweet sensation
Within my heart, pushed through my art while I'm angrily waiting
I guess the season's changing, I guess we rearranging
The things we deem as so important, here my donor organ

I place it on my favorite sweater, how it seems so gorgeous?
You'll never know cause you could barely just supply your portion
We'll never grow cause you let go and made some risky choices
But let's not raise our voices, but let's not lose our friends

I find it better you and I should try and make amends
We find it easier with time, I guess it all depends
I'm on your line and you decline, I guess I'll never win
I guess I'll leave it all behind if I could only free my mind

From all the things you never said and all the messages left read
And I won't speak of our demise, I'd rather wish that I was dead
I'd rather wish that I was blind so I could never see you go
I'd rather wish that you was lying, saying something as a joke

But this feeling that I'm feeling is as real as it can be
I'm astonished, broken promises, is what you came to be
I'm honestly at ease, tried to appease to the bullshit
Full clip, put it through my mind before I lose it

Stupid, shit I'd do for you I say is foolish
Like who gets to feel this more than once

Bitch is you lucid?
The truth get harder just to take the more I reminisce
You took it all but I thank God you left an ass to kiss

I guess with all of my rewards you had to match the risks
I guess my chances at rapport have finally gone to shit
Won't keep it bottled in my chest, I choose to let it go
Release my energy with you, I choose to let me grow

From pieces broken up inside, I wish that you could see
Maybe some visual representation, breeds some empathy
Like can't you see that I was needing just a deeper meaning?
Something with purpose but your purpose was to leave me bleeding

I chose to leave it in your hands cause part of me believed that
You would treat it with some care but you don't care for things that
Don't much concern you, guess you felt as though I had to earn you
Guess I had to do some work within myself to turn to

A better version of myself so I could finally learn to
See the value in my being, now I'm barely breathing
But I'm just proud that I was strong enough to take the beating
I'm just proud that I was smart enough to see the lesions

Your loving left upon my body, guess you found a hobby
Guess we had two different meanings when you said you got me
Guess we had three different choices, yes and no and probably
I wish before I fell so hard someone had came and got me

I wish before I ever knew you, you already dropped me
I wish that when we reached the end that you had tried to stop me
And now I'm out of all my wishes, checking off my wish list
I hope my genie take it easy and just leave me gifted

With the wisdom in my freedom leave my spirits lifted
I guess we'll never be the same with our energy shifted