Hearsay Video (MV)

She told me I'm a drug, she tryna kick the habit
All of y'all some squares I guess I'm tripping acid
I don't wanna live a life that's only average
It's either I want it all or put me in the casket
You don't gotta tell me I'm not living like I should
I prefer that you don't even give me your input
All the energy it took to get back up on my feet
Unconcerned with the hearsay that's foaming out they teeth
All I got's me and that's really all I need
That's just how I feel
That's just how I see
Really what I mean is I don't trust easy
So when I'm doing me, by all means, leave me be
Give me peace
Give me silence
When I drink I get violent
So I leave when they fighting cuz I'm liable to start striking
And nobody needs to see that, yeah I mean that, I get lifeless
I can be a man who's evil
I can be a man who's righteous
Just depends on my mood but my mood unaffected
By you and your words little boy just keep it stepping
If you could only see which direction I am headed
I bet you'd shut your mouth and then you'd watch it and respect it
Imma tell the truth but the truth ain't their preference
I won't be surprised when they mad cuz I expected
Nothing more from 'em they was born to be reckless
I was born different, all this strength in my reflection (Hush)
Man I'm full of sinful motives, I can't even lie
Been a walking contradiction majority of my life
Sometimes I still be thinking I probably won't get it right
But that isn't up to them I'm the one who gets to decide
Mom and dad raised a soldier so all that I know is fight
I'm taking home that bag by the end of the night
I was down so long I didn't even wanna be alive
But now that I'm on my feet to the top where I'm finna climb
And nobody gonna stop me, if they want they can watch me
I just pray to Yahweh I stay humble don't get cocky
That's the kind of thing that can make a king fall
I can be a man of wisdom
I can be a man like y'all
Just depends on my mood but my mood unaffected
By you and your words little boy just keep it stepping
If you could only see which direction I am headed
I bet you'd shut your mouth and then you'd watch it and respect it
Imma tell the truth but the truth ain't their preference
I won't be surprised when they mad cuz I expected
Nothing more from 'em they was born to be reckless
I was born different, all this strength in my reflection (Hush)