(You make me a bad guy
Nothing but pain (pain)
Now you don't wanna see me
And I'm sorry that I'm going insane)
(Pain, pain, pain, pain, pain
Pouring down my window
I'ma drink this champagne, another cup)
I'm sorry that I'm going through the motions and they hurting me
I know that I am a burden, need a surgery (surgery)
Rip my heart out of my chest so I don't feel a thing (feel a thing)
Take the heart out of my chest, can't feel a thing
Nowadays, I feel sort of empty
Anything to numb my pain will tempt me
Someone come to my rescue, please
With a girl in my dreams, I'll do anything (anything)
But it doesn't seem real, so why do I keep on dreaming (dreaming)
And all these demons around me keep scheming (scheming)
Thinking to myself, with this hell of an end (end)
Can I at least find a forever friend (forever friend)
I sign my name with a dotted line
Hoping and praying, this will be the right time
I need a girl to call mine
Yes, I want a wife and a family and kids
Then finally my life will be completed
Until then, my whole journey feels inconvenient (inconvenient)
For you to hear my feelings (feelings)
No longer feel appreciated or wanted (wanted)
Right now, I am lonely and vacant (vacant)
Asking for your time and your patience (patience)
I promise yes, I will be forever gracious (gracious)
Going through these motions
I am sorry that I am going through the motions (motions)
And they are hurting me
I know that I am a burden, I need a surgery (surgery)
Take my heart out of my chest so I don't feel a thing (thing)
Took my heart out of my chest, can't feel a thing
Nowadays, I feel sort of empty
Anything to numb my pain will tempt me (tempt me)
I am sorry that I am going through the motions
And they are hurting me
I know that I am a burden, I need a surgery (surgery)
Rip my heart out of my chest so I don't feel a thing
(And I'm sorry that I'm going insane)