I Swallow Ghosts - Local Man Drinks Alone Lyrics

There's 37 cracks on the sidewalk
From your front door to my car
And I'm just glad I'm sober enough to drive

There's 8 missed calls on my cell phone
From the time I got home and unlocked my door
3 messages of you slurring how much you need me

He's telling me things I don't care about
While I'm sitting quietly on your couch
And you're laughing at all of his dumb jokes at my expense

This stupid hoodie's not at all warm
Cold walk to the watering hole
Where there's enough alcohol to wash this feeling out

This stupid body's not good enough
And I don't know how to make a better one
But I'm good at excuses so who the hell knows

I don't like when you say you need me
Don't you worry you won't find me in the obituaries
I hate when you say that you need me
If you find me it won't be in the obituaries