Iamyoungrello - Alignment Lyrics

I'm a moonwalker
I'm a smooth talker
I'm a backtracker
I'm a backpacker
Everything or anything
You ever heard bout me
Ain't facts just know
They caught me slippin'
I had a loose grip
Bipolar now
Watch for the mood flip
And like the movie flicks
I got a few clips
So stay low
I done went to war wit' it
Battle my demons
They forfeit
And then I went
And sat up in the pulpit
We can run it back
And record this
I been making raps
Out of portraits
Hoping you get the picture
Man it's gorgeous
I been livin' life
Like it's golden
Pray that I never
Lose this focus
I'm a flower that bloomed
In a dark room
I gotta get it now
Can't wait soon
I'm breakin' down the defense
Tryna make room
My pops is sipping liquor
Tryna heal wounds
I'm tryna get myself
Up out this bedroom
I been locked in tight
With all my thoughts
And all my life
I had to fight
On these cold nights
Me no like
Meditation, Preparation, Levitating
Higher level
Mama prayed on my days
Depression preyed on my days
I been late on my way
Two jokers, One ace
I look death right in the face
I just blacked I went crazy
I went back to these ways
Tryna find some inner peace
By this time I'm waist deep
Lost pieces of me (Geez)
I been searchin'
I can't find it
Still out of alignment
I been quiet
I been searchin'
I can't find it
Still out of alignment
I been quiet
I been searchin'
I can't find it
Still out of alignment
I been quiet
I been searchin'
I can't find it
Still out of alignment
I been quiet
I been searchin'
They don't wanna tell the whole truth
If they only knew the shit I knew (Yeah)
Separate the lies from the truth (Yeah)
I can't tell no lies in this booth (Yeah)
Family turned on me
I watch them stall on me
I keep my distance
I accept apologies
But its been written
That's the way its gotta be
So keep that energy
And everything between y'all
We do fine on my side
Hide the pain in my eyes
Days got shorter
Nights got longer
But it's all in due time
The only wound ain't heal is mine
I been living life in these times
Trap my body not my mind
Play your part no switching sides
Truth hurts but you'll survive
Either grind or you die simply put
I been moving through the city like I own it
I prayed for this type of focus
I'm living for these types of moments
Living in the past shit was bogus
Living in the now boy I own it
I swear them old times was the coldest
But they made me I gotta love em
I swear they made me I gotta love em
I put my queen in a house yeah
Made her the queen of the house yeah
We grab the bag and we out yeah
We grab the bag and we out yeah
She keep me all on my Ps and Qs
We break it down and we make a move
I break it down and I bust a move
We made a team and we never lose
I been searchin'
I can't find it
Still out of alignment
I been quiet
I been searchin'
I can't find it
Still out of alignment
I been quiet
I been searchin'
I can't find it
Still out of alignment
I been quiet
I been searchin'
I can't find it
Still out of alignment
I been quiet
I been searchin'
I don't have the time
Gotta get this right
I pray to God
I hope that he don't press decline
I caught a vibe
The mood is right
I've been livin' on the edge out here tonight
I don't have the time
Gotta get this right
I pray to God I hope that he don't press decline
I caught the vibe
The mood is right
I've been livin' on the edge out here tonight yeah
I got a feelin'
So tell me when you feel it
I got that antidote to kill it
Now put them hands to the ceiling
And don't you move
All I need is reason
These niggas changing like the seasons
Imma do what I do just gettin even
Don't tell nobody
Don't tell a soul
I been balancing this act up on my own
We did too much
Shit movin' slow
Anything I got I did it on my own
They won't believe me
I got my reasons