Counted Me Out (feat. J'laray) Video (MV)

Uh
Yeah
I gotta get it now
My parents picked up
And they moved to South
Had to remap out the game plan
Wasn't looking for no handouts
I was guilty with the pain
I was dancin' in the rain
I was copin' with the shit
Lost focus just exist
Made me wanna hit a lick
Skip town for like a day or two
Vacay out in VA
With Aunt Kasey and the crew
This is breakin' all the rules
Take my time to talk to 'em
Nine months in the womb
Lost three at eight weeks
Still tryna make peace
Shit is harder than you think
I say a prayer every chance I get
Keep my enemies close
But my family closer
Cause they think they slick
Time is a blessing
My mama told me 'bout these lessons
Mama told me get my blessings
Mama told me learn forgiveness
I still struggle with forgiveness
Shit is startin' to feel endless
I gotta get it
Stay down 'til I came down
And it never changed
Loyalty means everything
I mean everything yeah
Almost went insane lost it all
Got it back
And they just gave me they back
No wonder why
They counted me out
Doubted me out
Left me in the trenches
Now they ask forgiveness
No wonder why they
Counted me out
Doubted me out
Left me in the trenches
Now they ask forgiveness
No wonder why they
This is dancin' with the devil
Heavy metal I'm a rebel
Always did it my way
Never care what they say
Lowkey I'm in the right spot
All gold on me like Pac
All gold whenever I drop
Found comfort being in tight spots
I remember gettin' laughed at
Back when niggas couldn't even grasp that
Wonder why I even chose to rap
Back when I was poppin' that Prozac
All praises to the most high
Hard times still gettin' by
Heart cold when they turned on me
Still in shock they was close homies
Life's movin' at a different speed
Tryna find balance in everything
Gave my queen a bigger wedding ring
Move hard dodgin' petty things
She's so hard body
We want everything
I embody everything
They keep tryna get close to me
I keep it moving how it's 'posed to be
Stay down 'til I came down
And it never changed
Loyalty means everything
I mean everything yeah
Almost went insane lost it all
Got it back
And they just gave me they back
No wonder why
They counted me out
Doubted me out
Left me in the trenches
Now they ask forgiveness
No wonder why they
Counted me out
Doubted me out
Left me in the trenches
Now they ask forgiveness
No wonder why they
Take all my problems
I mix em together
I pray they get better I hope
Got the blood of my daddy
That means that I'm quiet
But please do not take me no joke
I'm livin' life in these times
Hope you read between the lines
I was a little out of focus
Tryna get back in motion
I know some niggas that's dead to me
We will never speak again
Heart just got cold
Won't go through that shit again
Nah
Lyrical exercise
You hold it down but your switchin' sides
I'm just tryna maintain
Charge it all to the game
Can't through that shit again
Count my losses and my gains
For the love of the game
Hold it down why you playin'
I'm just trynna get a ring
I'm just tryna get my wins
Word
Prayin' for all of my friends
I don't wanna make enemies
I just wanna make ends
I just wanna make ends
Stay down 'til I came down
And it never changed
Loyalty means everything
I mean everything yeah
Almost went insane lost it all
Got it back
And they just gave me they back
No wonder why
They counted me out
Doubted me out
Left me in the trenches
Now they ask forgiveness
No wonder why they
Counted me out
Doubted me out
Left me in the trenches
Now they ask forgiveness
No wonder why they