Intro Video (MV)

Yeah,
Shout out Quan
Yeah, Yeah
I find myself driftin
To a place that's so much calmer
Than this world we live in
I say my prayers then bow my head
'Cause I feel time is slippin'
I gotta tell it all
Take nothing to the grave with me
I need my conscience clear and free
So just don't play with me
We lost 3 back to back
That shit still plays on me
I told the lord to cut me slack
He had his way with me
Then I proposed to the queen
It was so beautiful
My mama passed 3 weeks
Before we did it though
When I got there I was bawlin'
Just like I lost my soul
Man it's crazy how life can change
In a minute though
Snappin' mental pictures
I will not forget it, No
In my time of need
Ain't nobody hit me No
Met my aunt at the same Hospital
My mama died in I walked in
She looked just like her
I fought my cries then
She battlin' cancer I hope she beat it
That's honest
Just know all forgiven but not forgotten
I'm tryin'
Here we are the same place
That I started in
With my niggas
Makin' dreams come a live again
I rarely call my pops like he gone live forever
I just wanna give him flowers
While he can still smell them
I hear the tone in his voice
Man that shit is tellin'
He still copin' with some shit
I hope he knows I feel him
This is deeper than the game
This is how we livin'
I spill my heart out on this track
This is how I'm feeling'
Ain't no better time to get it
So I'm on my mission
I often prayed you'd give me vision
And just let me live it
Those were days where I barely
Understood his vision
I was workin' but too busy
Blockin' all that's given
Makin' good on promises that
I've had forever
I want my pops to know
That we are goin' to be good forever
Darkest days but somehow
I still made a way
Weathered the storm
I guess it's safe to say
I need this more than ever
I find a little bit of hope
In the ugliest weather
My family ties got broken down
Now we can't go together
I watched our vows break apart
As we pulled 'em together
These bullet wounds in my heart
But we mend them together
Timeless effort
All this time I invested
But surely I learned a few lessons
And caught all these blessings
That are surely mine
I feel restless and just broken down
I separated myself and I found another route
They keep this weight on me daily
But I just max it out
Rarely do I trust these niggas
They try to X you out
Often quiet in these times
When everything's right
But in my head I'm yellin' loudly
'Cause it don't feel right
I done fell and got myself back together twice
I've been livin' this double life
Lost in this paradise
They lied and they told me twice
They givin' me bad advice
All I ask is you talk to me nice
Get me straight Get me right
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