Iansomniac - Serious Numbers Lyrics

It's goinna be a dark one
It's something all need to hark on
For this topic I'll shed some light
Maybe you can gain some insight
I hope with these following rhymes
I can help those through toughest time
First the victims take precedent
Most people toward them negligent
Know these lyrical concoctions
Are not to give you some options
How can You say you want to die
It is not your time to say good bye

Stick to yourself, Anti-social
So you don't get emtional
Best way to go? Check statics
Poison, hanging and balastics
All good ways to get paddles quick
As your heart beet slows tick tick tick

Those that are gone had to decide
Poisoning Via cyanide
The choice of some fifteen percent
Death is no way to circumvent
Still though here's some more statistics
Half Nationwide choose ballistics
Tragedy no sense can be found
Brain splatter on the blood-soaked ground
Vain bullies, will yeah they chatter
Can't you just answer with laughter
It doesn't matter what they say
They are not worth your life to pay
Believe me, I feel your pain
Don't let their sharp words leave you slain

Stick to yourself, Anti-social
So you don't get emtional
Best way to go? Check statics
Poison, hanging and balastics
All good ways to get paddles quick
As your heart beet slows tick tick tick

Here's something else I should mention
If you're knot skills are still itching
By the time it's New Year's is date
Some 13k will suffocate
And for the rest of the numbers
I was almost with those others
When your pain I said I felt it
See I made a slight edit
I lived it, wore it like a pelt
Made my rationality melt

Stuck to myself, Anti-social
And still I got emotional
Chose to go out with a plummet
From my houses third-story Summit
One foot, the other I took the leap
Then the heartbeat slowed tick tick

Haters actions formality
They made it their sodality
The abnormality was me?
Was blinded my dictators
They're all morality traitors
Pushed my sanity to the edge
And I ended up on a ledge
Was a mistake to be mended
Planned to jump, head to ground, ended
I don't recomend it at all
Because I did go through the fall
Not my skull that cracked, it was my back
Thwack crack my family heard the smack?
But before these sound could be heard
I started to wish I'd deferred
It wasnt because I was scared
My mind freed, I saw those who cared
Then One second lasted minutes
Memories flooded no limits
Tears full of happy and regret
All the good, how did I forget?

I mean how could I forget
How could I
How could I
So let me ask you a question
Are you contemplating suicide
To escape from your suffocating depresion
I'm advocating for you, all word wide
Who'd rather not exist, like a ghost you hide
But I see you, I know, I've been you
Hell ever day I still battle, I am you
And most of all know I am here for you
So let me make Suggestion wait no
I want to make an impression
Rattle your consciousness
Be yourJimmeny cricket conscience
Subconsciously telling you to live