Ibn-Ali - Always+Worry Lyrics

I couldn't walk away with love
Didn't have the stomach for the violence
Couldn't keep the food down in my room
Waiting for the end of my time here
Drunk rants on the spam bout death
Turned to an argument real quick
I've been hiding pain like the hide gold
Chest full of flesh with a lock on it
I gave her the key ain't no copy of it
Didn't know that made me a target though
It's a new dawn
Wake up every morning
To a chess board at a stalemate
She got homecourt advantage
In the day time it's the slander
When she call at night imma answer
Just like

Ohhh Baby

Everyday I prayed for change was really a prayer for you
Never realized I was really prey to a bird crying out wolf
Ye it's heartbreaking
Get the shards tape em
Bandage on my fingers
Pain of rebuilding
Who I see in mirrors
Ye he look familiar
Trust you've never met him
Probably for the better if I
Don't eat what's between them thighs
That feeling died with no tombstone
The ghost of it lingers
Is this what you wanted?
I still can't feel any guilt for it
No need to argue that yesterday's gone away
Don't need your love or lack there of
To know I'll be whole again
I said what I said
Her calls coming in like

Ohhh Baby

I desperately need you to get your shit together
But you have to do it calmly
We're making an empire out of cards on very thin ice

Been living life with this tension
I hit that Iso quick
Lost half my soul
This three-six deal wasn't signed in ink
Of course
I thought real love was dangerous
Part of me knew it was strange I
Let this ruin my life
In love with pain
I don't feel normal when I'm not stressed
I hate this woe-of-me
Lil tone I speak on tracks
This vulnerable shit never lasts
I'm perceived as perfect
While pushing this boulder like Sisyphus
And I'm chained linked for a purpose
These shackles broken, this prison I'm in
These self inflicted four mistakes
Cuz every reflection is not my face
And I feel like I'm crazy
So I don't explain nothing

You won't make it any further
Unless you let all this stuff go now
The wind will turn you stone
Before you even have a chance to get where you need to go
And then you'll be truly stuck here
Forever.