Ibraham Jobe - Trapped Lyrics

Can't sleep right now
I been trapped in my mind for a while
I am down so bad
I need you in my life
Please don't cut me off
I been holding down on my tears
I know i said, goodbye
But it was toxic at the end
I had to let go even though i love you
You will never forgive me
And i feel the energy
I can't seem to let go
Tryna focus
But i can't be selfish
You going through something too
You are dancing on my grave
Right now
Pouring liquor
Celebrating like is your birthday
I want to say i hate you for leaving
But i still love you
You put me in pain
I am on medication
Spent 3 months in the hospitals
Doctors said, is psychosis
Little do they know i am love sick
I kill my ego just to die again
You are dancing on my grave
Laughing with your friends
And i fell in love with you
I don't think you know what love is
You are so beautiful to understand
Lately, you been mad at me
I see the tone in your texting
Girl now you out here
Just wilding out
Who you hang out with i am concern
Now, you swearing on your texting
I messed up with you
And that's on me
Ever since you left
You treat me like a stranger
Now you treat me
Like you don't even know me
I feel like shit, i have dark thought's
My mental health is f*cked up
I need you like back in the days
When you would smile on the calls
Text 24
Tell me bout your day
Right after work
I used to wait for your calls
Now we don't even talk
And i am struggling without you
I need you
I fell in love, is not easy as letting go
I got attach to you
All strings attached
And i got used to you
And i got used to you