Icyy C. - R.I.P Lyrics

Remember the day, just like it was yesterday
I didn't know what to say, it just came in my way
Ruining my day, the price I pay
Losing you, losing my fam
I didn't really understand, didn't know what was going your mind
I really wish it wasn't your time, free yo mind
Living in space, losing my pace
Now you're gone, I don't wanna say so long
Felt a really bad vibe, like it was time
Losing my mind, I wanna rewind
Go back to the time, when we were just fine
Now I am lost, am I the cause
Depression killing me, can't really see
Obsession filling these, awful thoughts
I wanna be gone, saying so long
Sorry for all my wrongs, I'm tired of being strong
Losing the most important people in my life, losing the light
I can't put up a fight, I cry through the night
The angel got her wings, I got that scar it stings
I hope you're okay with the fam, watching over where I stand
The man above has a plan, please give me the strength to be a man
People gonna come and go, so let's just go with the flow
Please fly high, then maybe we can reach the sky
Then everything will be alright
Said everything will be alright
But everyday I wanna leave, I don't wanna believe
I don't wanna see, so just leave me be
I just let them down, they don't hear a sound
I just lost myself, I think I need some help
But I know nobody cares, why do I wanna help?
Giving them my all, they gonna let me fall
I just get despised, please just open your eyes
I don't really wanna live, if this is really it
I had a good time, but I'm still not fine
My mind collapsed, I don't want to rap
I'll just live in the dirt, living life so hurt
I don't care for the top, I don't for the spot
We can never relate, because you all two faced
So let's not play that game an just keep me sane
Said let's not play that game an just keep me sane