Ida'ye - From a Distance Lyrics

I'm trying to find the words to tell you why I'm all alone
Like why I spend my time writing these same ol' f*cking songs
And why when you be texting me I sit and watch my phone
I never answer when you call, but love to hear the
(Please leave a message at the tone)
I need to talk to someone, I can't do this on my own
But I keep all my secrets on the low like baritone
I'm thuggish-ruggish, mean sometimes
I'm Krayzie to the Bone
I fake the harmony
It's easier when I'm alone
So boy, I'm sorry
That I can't say the things I want to say
But I can promise
That if I told you, you won't want to stay
I'd rather love you from a distance
I'd rather be the one that got away
I'd rather be the girl you missing
Than tell the truth and watch you walk away