IDNTEXIST - Disconnect. Lyrics

Lately I feel
Like I've lost all hope
And let me be real
Don't know how to cope
I feel disconnected
Don't got no control
I hate everything
I just wanna ghost

I don't wanna live my whole life on my phone
But it's the only way I don't feel alone
Even with a lover who stays at my home
I think I lack passion I really don't know

I hate when I'm like this, I'll feel it again
Like every persons a means to an end
I get in this place and it f*cks up my head
Like I just have people to use, not a friend

I try to stay plugged in, but I disconnect
Removed from reality, life is pretend
The bridges are burned, we can't try to amend
Even if we did I'd probably f*ck it up

And I cannot fix it
Try to fix all of my problems with logic
But it doesn't make a little bit of difference
Crying for hours inside of my soul but what's put on the surface is a different image
I cannot feel with any of my senses
Changing for better or worse, what's the difference?
Haunted by thoughts of myself goin missin'

Lately I feel
Like I've lost all hope
And let me be real
Don't know how to cope
I feel disconnected
Don't got no control
I hate everything
I just wanna ghost

I try to stay plugged in, but I disconnect
Removed from reality, life is pretend
The bridges are burned, we can't try to amend
Even if we did I'd probably f*ck it up