I feel all these goosebumps crawling on my skin
Wanna cry from the pain, but I'm keeping it within
I ain't gonna lie, I won't tell you how I been
You can try to pry, I won't ever let you in
I've said a thousand times, you should've ran away with him
Anybody's better then the shit you're dealing with
Know I cause a lot of issues cause I won't give in
I don't even know how, look how deep's the hole I'm in
Feelin like I lost, I didn't even know how to win
I didn't pay the cost, I kinda wish that I did
Got a lotta issues, gotta look within
Fallin down a spiral, go for a spin
Gotta take my socks off
It's been getting too hot
Wanna f*ck off
Everything's too hard
I am not tough
Everything hurts bad
Don't rely on me I don't have your back
I don't even have mine
Think I might've f*ckin stabbed it
Twisted in the spine
Killer like a f*ckin savage
I am not that guy
I am just pretty average
I don't want to try
Too much work to live lavish
Just throw me in a ditch
Cover me in dirt
Cast a hex on me like a witch
Get rid of me first
Make me not exist
Skin is bumpy and it hurts
Babe I'll wreck my wrists
Which'll hit the ground first?
I feel all these goosebumps crawling on my skin
Wanna cry from the pain, but I'm keeping it within
I ain't gonna lie, I won't tell you how I been
You can try to pry, I won't ever let you in
I've said a thousand times, you should've ran away with him
Anybody's better then the shit you're dealing with
Know I cause a lot of issues cause I won't give in
I don't even know how, look how deep's the hole I'm in
(I feel all these goosebumps crawling on my skin)
(Wanna cry from the pain, but I'm keeping it within)
(I ain't gonna lie, I won't tell you how I been -been)
I feel all these goosebumps crawling on my skin
Wanna cry from the pain, but I'm keeping it within
I ain't gonna lie, I won't tell you how I been
You can try to pry, I won't ever let you in
I've said a thousand times, you should've ran away with him
Anybody's better then the shit you're dealing with
Know I cause a lot of issues cause I won't give in
I don't even know how, look how deep's the hole I'm in