Back and forth. Time and time again. When will this be over? Back and forth. Time and time again. Wake me from this nightmare.
One foot left buried in solid ground, and this feels all too familiar.
I'm calling out. I never wanted to live this way, but I can't change. I'm calling out. I'm done pretending that I'm okay. I'll never be.
This is my cry for help. I'm reaching out for you to save me from myself, and hell feels like home in this home like hell.
Because nothing ever stays. Don't say I'll be okay, because I can't relate. Don't invalidate my pain. You don't know what I'm feeling.
Breathe one final breath, tearing the lungs from my chest.
One foot left buried in solid ground, and this feels all too familiar.
I'm calling out. I never wanted to live this way, but I can't change. I'm calling out. I'm done pretending that I'm okay. I'll never be. What will it take? I've made my mistakes. You know how hard I've tried, and I'm calling out. I never wanted to live this way, but I can't change.
I can't change.
I'm calling out. I never wanted to live this way, but I can't change. I'm calling out. I'm done pretending that I'm okay. I'll never be. What will it take? I've made my mistakes. You know how hard I've tried, and I'm calling out. I never wanted to live this way, but I can't change.